Januar 2012
20 Einträge
old poem about kicking ass. dedicated to aphrodite &tank girl. by distanteye one MIRACLE/HELL HYBRID SEEKS INTERVENTION. cellular nebula inside tree jam spread with butcher knife disguising my wounded knees forever sacrifice your virgin advice held behind a locked juggernaut’s jaw. i have no figh t. my arms are without migh……..,t despondent. boom boom. boom bOoOom. life and love...
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don’t believe everything U think.
school shootings
I was having a picnic with Haley when I decided that I wanted more. I grabbed for Haley’s chest, took a handful of her flesh, and I consumed it right below her wide eyes. I am stuffed full of private parts, and I feel nauseous all the time. I am wrong. My brain has become mis-wired from all the knocking— from fists fucking my face between rows of lockers at any high school ever. I am an island but...
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two possibilities exist: either we are alone in...
always i have been afraid of this moment: of the return to love with perspective. i see these breasts with the others. i touch this mouth and the others. i command this heart as the others. i know exactly what to say. innocence has gone out of me.
(((AND SHE WAITING))) by Jack Gilbert, from Views of Jeopardy
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███ ██ █ ████ everything ███ █████ is █████ ████ ████ fine ████ ███ █ ██████ love █████ ██████ ███ your █████ ████ government.
when i touched gloria. we ate green pills in her buick. it was life-altering. she changed me. you are the reaction to my bullshit. i don’t want to touch you. i don’t spin clockwise. well, that’s okay. i grow up a different way. depressed. i’m gonna start shit. anti-depressant will be increased in like 5 days. hello earth. amandas(s). (download mp3)
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damn shame, yr pretty face sayin, please open yr clothesline legs you climbed a mtn into heaven. honey, i’ll leave you there lovelovelove
(download mp3) ///byamanda
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this guy goes to a psychiatrist and says, “doc, uh, my brother’s crazy; he thinks he’s a chicken.” and the doctor says, “well, why don’t you turn him in?” the guy says, “i would, but i need the eggs.” i guess that’s pretty much how i feel about relationships. they’re totally irrational, and crazy, and absurd, and.. but, i guess we...
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shld i? tell you some more about:
lust gluttony greed sloth pride wrath envy pride.
edible undies, prostitution, quickie, domestic abuse, adultery, trophy wife, last donut, bulimia, high metabolism, fat men in speedos, get rich quick scams, muggings, advertising, status symbols, passive aggression, welfare, slackers, cattiness, boxing, 2nd place.?
i cld.
father, adulterer, cradle robber, murderer
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Anschauen
Dezember 2011
19 Einträge
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“taken out of context, i must seem so strange.”
i love puking. puking is the best proof of emptiness. everyone is spending time with their families and i’m staring into a toilet, it’s hilarious and everything makes sense.
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sometimes i get up early and even my soul is wet.
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“Some days I don’t sleep well enough to think in verse. Change is necessary, don’t you think? Sometimes I get so caught up in my own world that I forget that there’s another one out there. Lately I’ve been rekindling myself with the sky, with the ground, with people who I love more than I love myself. I smoke once in a while and drink every so often, but neither of them have consumed me....
“* WHITE IS BEAUTIFUL
* beauty is fleeting
* LOVE IS PERISHABLE
* white is as...”
YOUR / SKINNY / F I S T S / LIKE / ANTENNAS / TO / HEAVEN *
“a girl at school smells like purple bubble gum, like she took off all her clothes after being stuck outside during a thunderstorm & if I could tell her why her arms are boss, why her neck is boss, why her hips are boss, I imagine she would bandage me softly like winter.”
— “you are the rain,” nate slawson
kathleenjoy: (so much joy it hurts)
Dreamt I was outside my body. I was lying in a field and all my clothes had been singed off. There was a tattoo of a drone on my thigh.
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“thank you for the tragedy; i need it for my art.”
generation: stacheldrahtzaun
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die grenze verläuft nicht zwischen oben und unten, sondern zwischen dir und mir
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whats wrong with me sometimes i just keep wanting to go deeper and deeper into the world of self destruction like as if i want to see myself fail completely and disappear. strange its like a dive i used to be on swim team when i was young and i hated it so much i wanted to drown
daul kim
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”[…] can you hear your soul if everyone is talking?”
no.
no.
no.
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i’ve got a blister from. touching everything i see: the abyss opens up; it steals everything from me
November 2011
61 Einträge
personally blurred revelations.:
And I can’t ever find someone to love, because I’m not meant for that I feel it in my bones, I felt it the time you walked me home.
you are swallowing all my stars the moon will ( hang herself) when she sees what you have done
wombs.of.heaven
“anyone i’ve ever told how i feel… they’ve left me.”
a pill
to make
you numb.
a pill
to make
...
Lithium
(1)* Im so happy because today i found my friends
theyre in my HeAd
-* Im so ugly but thats ok cause so Are you
and broke our mirrors .
Sunday morning is everyday for all i care
and Im not scared
Light my candles in A DAZE cause I found God
hey hey hey
“my insecurities have ruined so many things”
